hellooos again, i have a very bad news for myself, the most stressed, horrible, terrible, hateful thing that is going to happen to miie on that 'very auspicious' day on 8 Mar to me is like hell man and i hate to sacrifice myself which i think nobody will like too, instead they will make their own decision right...
On that 8 Mar, my sis's school is organising a fun fair and everyone in the school muz sell away coupons to invite people to come to the fun fair... to me i actually wanted to go coz last year my sis's school had again organise a fun fair which she said that it was so fun and that i would had regretted if i had not came, which i did at the end. Again on that 8 Mar, my GB(girls' brigade) is organising an expediton camp to get the expedition badge which will be the very first badge that i will be taking. And if i dont get this badge my rank will be much lower then the rest...So, i told myself no mtter wat i muz go...
But again on that day, my father's brother's son has invited everyone in the family to attend his wedding dinner... and the worst thing is my father wanted everyone to go and because of my camp, i even gt a bad scolding from him which make me cried for the past few days...how... Even if go, nobody will take notice of me as my sis and i dont really talk much to them, is like facing with them is just like a plain wall which everyone walk past us ignoring us and not even bothering abt us. So wat am i suppose to do? someone pls tell miie...(tag miie-why nt)
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